So
anybody that really and truly knows me knows how much I absolutely love Trey
Songz. I'm not quite a fan because it’s stronger than that but I'm not crazy.
From a first glance everybody thinks it’s his looks that I like but it's not
his it's his music. To be able to listen to someone and every word flows
straight from them to you is a wonderful thing. Yes I'm aware that everybody
has a favorite celebrity but it's never the same. I'm the type of person that
will argue until the end of the earth if he's the topic. I know almost
everything about him. I'm the first person sitting, ready and anticipating to
buy my meet-and-greet ticket. Once I even bought a ticket to two different
shows to see him twice! But it's different it's not the same celebrity-fan
connection. There's a song, an album, a mix tape, a single or something that I
know I can turn on to suite any mood I'm in. There's 'Bottoms Up' if I want to
have a good time, 'Your Side of the Bed' if I'm not in the best mood and so on,
there’s always something to make me feel better. Everyday I’m reminded of the
14 year age difference but he’ll never get old to me. Of course in reality I
know that there won’t be any type of relationship that conjures up from my
dedication to him but that was never really the point or the goal. It’s just
something, some indescribable, completely obvious, annoyingly hidden feeling
that comes from listening to his music. It’s there for me to understand myself
but impossible to explain to someone else. His lyrics wrap around me like a
baby in its plushiest blanket. A feeling that I can write about for days but no
words can fit it adequately, which is exactly why no one understands the
excitement that fills me whenever I hear or speak on him. But that’s fine
because it’s not meant for anyone else but myself…
